I never thought someday I would be feeling this bad, bad enough to write about how I wish I could die right now.. I never thought these thoughts would come back again someday.. This time, last year, I almost tried to kill myself,but I couln't stop thinking...

And in those whole 20 years in my life,I have never been so fond of someone, I have never appreciated someone or respected someone this much. Did you ever go out somewhere and wished you could see someone around the corner by chance? That happened to...